This afternoon Barney headed down to Sydney to catch his flight to Bali. I had been dreading it for the last few days because I know I wouldn't see him for ten days. The longest we have been apart since we starting dating 4 months ago is 24 hours and even that was tough. It sounds silly I know.
I think if our situation was different things would be easier. Saying goodbye to him for ten days is just the beginning of what is to come next month when I say goodbye and head back to Canada. Whenever I think about saying our goodbyes at the airport, I get emotional. I don't want to leave him, but due to immigration, I have to.
I think the unknown makes it worse as well. I am going to try and get a second visa to return to Australia early next year. We are willing to have a long distance relationship as we wait to find out what our next steps are, but even then, we just don't know what is going to happen. Plain and simple, this situation sucks.
1 comment:
Just stay there and be an illegal immigrant.
Love Matthew
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