Hey Everyone.. Not too much to write about right now as I am staying at Bob and Mary's, missionaries with EOH.
I am struggling so much right now with the thought of going home. I really want to head home because I miss my family and friends so much, but I have my family and friends here too. I can't imagine being back home in Canada. It seems so unreal that I ever lived there. What can I possibly say to everyone back home? No one will understand what I have been through. As the day gets closer for me to board that plane, the thought of it makes me physically feel ill. I get sick to my stomach everytime I think of it. What is God telling me? Is this now my home? All I ask right now is that you pray for me. Pray that I will be given the strength to get on that plane. Pray for me that I will seek out God's will for my life. Pray that I will listen to His call for me. Just pray for me please. It is all I need right now. Until next time...
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oh lynn.. *hug* i wish we could get together and bawl together... the truth is, no one will fully understand. that's the part that sucks. but i pray that you will be surrounded with people who genuinely care for what you're going through and that you will rely on God as the only one who fully understands. May God give you the grace to get on that plane. And I know he will. Somehow, despite the agony, He will. Love you. I'm breaking with you Lynn... my prayers and tears are with you.
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